Acceptance

Here is a surprise for everyone. Friday was to be day 1 of taking my clomid. I completely forgot to take them! And, to tell you the truth, I was not upset about it at all. There have been other things going on in our lives right now, that now, I just don't think that we are ready or really want to have a baby right now. I think that there is kind of a little bit of rebellion in with that mix too.

Saturday was the Tarpley reunion down at Berryville, on Allen's grandpa's ground. And ONCE AGAIN, some idiot comes up and asks if I'm going to keep up with her grandson, who just got married. I knew what was coming, so I replied, " Probably not", and she then exclaimed " Brandon and Melissa are expecting a baby in April !" whooopty doodle! I now think because of this, and due to me not wanting to put our our whole health history to everyone and their stupid dog, my response from now on is to be, " WE DON'T WANT ANY KIDS".... I think that is what everyone thinks anyway.

We are just at the point where we are sick of this worring and hoping, that we just actually want to live and enjoy our lives we have together. Is that too selfish? There are other things that I want to do in life besides becoming a mother. I want to go to either Alaska, or the Yukon, and go on a moose hunt with Allen. Besides, who knows exactly how long we will be here anyway. I would hate to spend the most last part of my life worried that we were not going to have kids, instead of enjoying what life has to offer.

So, now for the new hobby.

Anyone who knows us, knows that we do not just dabble in anything. I recently started shooting a bow again, and this will be the first year that I actually go out and try to take a deer with an archery permit. We have some other things in the planning stadges yet, which I hate to discuss before we even get started, so hopefully some new good news to come.

We have also been thinking very heavily about moving to Wyoming or Montanna. We absolutely LOVE these states. I am not at all a City Girl, or ever want to be. I think that Allen would rather stay in the truck than ever move to town either. We would both love to live out in the middle of nowhere, sit on the covered porch of a cabin, and watch the wildlife in the evening sunset. I could live like that and be as happy as a pig in mud.

So, with the economy like it is, and Allen's job not getting any better, we have really started to question living here in Olney.

Ohh, I almost forgot, since I have been trying not to think about it, Thursday night, someone tried to break in to Allen's truck. Allen thought he heard something up in the front of the truck, so he stuck his head out of the curtain. There on the side of the truck, was a man with his hand wrapped up, starting to swing his arm toward the window. He stopped when he saw Allen, then started to swing again. Allen unlocked the door and grabbed the latch to open the door, and kicked the door open, slinging the man onto the ground. Allen then jumped out of the truck, grabbing the bat and chased the mexican down the street. Allen failed to tell me anything about this until the next morning. Needless to say, neither Allen or I want him to run Chicago anymore.

SO, now you know why we want to move. We have actually really been thinking about it for that last few months. We shouldn't have a problem selling our house if we wanted to, so I'm not too worried about that. We really love our house and where it is at, but, with the current jobs open in Allen's field, there is not much around here that pays worth a hoot. My job can be transfered anywhere, so I'm not worried about it.

I don't know what to do, we are just both a the end of our ropes. I just know Allen will not be with Hancock's very much longer.

New Baby Plans for the Future... not what you would think!

I had a nervous day yesterday. We had a few uninvited visitors show up after me being asleep for only 3 hours. They were 2 accidental insurance salesmen. They would not take "I'm not interested" for an answer. This made me feel really nervous, especially with Allen being gone through the week.

So, without further adieu, this is the new baby, home protection, companion we are planning on getting in the near future.

A BIG Missy Dog. We know that a doberman is not the same as a min. pin, but after much research, we have decided that this would be best for us/ me to have at home. Dobermans are not vicious dogs, in fact they are very intelligent, and great family dogs. We were told by just about everyone before we got Missy how terrible of a dog the min pins were. Guess What? THEY WERE WRONG! Missy has been the BEST dog that we have ever had. She is even better than my beloved childhood best friend black lab, Jocko. She listens to me, and does what ever she can to do what I say. You can bet that one day, when Missy does leave us, she will have the full burial treatment. I know some people think that is silly, but first and foremost, Missy is our first baby. So, I am sure that those people who are skeptical about this move, will be proven wrong once again.

Here is some information on the breed. http://www.dogbreedinfo.com/doberman.htm

Doberman Pinscher

Doberman Pinscher Dynamics (based on 2753 dogs) Energy sleepy energetic Intelligence silly genius Friendliness aggressive affectionate Playfulness not playful very playful Disposition anxious calm

Weight:	66 - 88 pounds (29.94 - 39.92 kg)
Height:	24 - 28 inches (60.96 - 71.12 cm)

Trademark Traits

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• Bold and assertive
• Protective
• Tough and fearless
• Intense
• Easily trained
• Devoted pal

Some Ideal Human Companions

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• Singles
• Active, sporty types
• Experienced dog handlers
• A-type personalities

What They’re Like to Live With

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In spite of their fearsome reputation, Doberman Pinschers are loving, affectionate intelligent dogs. They are also known to be conscientious and sensitive, crafty and attentive, which would explain their success as police and military dogs.

More than anything, these are people-oriented dogs, craving attention, positive reinforcement and quality time with the family. When properly trained and socialized, they can be sweet and easygoing with children.

Highly intelligent, Dobermans have a range of skills that include search & rescue, agility, and therapy work. When given a task and lots of mental stimulation, Doberman Pinschers will stay obedient and happy.

Dobermans, while loving to their families, can be very protective and suspicious of strangers. If they think their handler is being threatened, they will do anything to keep them out of harm’s way.

Things You Should Know

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Don’t be afraid of your Doberman. They need a firm owner, and everyone in the house should know how to discipline them (in a very positive way, of course). They can get pushy if they have their way for too long. If you’re not prepared to work with your Doberman, you might try a more manageable breed.

Dobermans will be fine in an apartment as long as they get enough exercise and attention. They are probably not the best pets to have around small children.

A healthy Doberman can live as long as 12 years. Common health problems include heart disease, hip dysplasia and bloat. Protect them from cold weather climates—their short coats make them sensitive to the chill.

Doberman Pinscher History

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Doberman Pinschers (pinscher means “biter” in German) were developed in the 19th century by a German tax collector named Louis Doberman. He bred these fearsome dogs to protect him on his daily rounds. Taking advantage of his part-time job at an animal shelter, he used a mix of dogs—probably Rottweilers, Black and Tan Terriers and German Pinschers—to create the classic Doberman. In 1921, the Doberman Pinscher Club of America was founded, helping to promote the breed in the U.S.

The Look of the Doberman Pinscher

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Doberman Pinschers have a lean, powerful and distinguished frame. They have a poised, alert, ready-to-movie stance and a lively, intelligent expression. Dobermans have a deep, broad chest, a strong neck and a medium-sized, square and muscular body. Their heads are wedge-shaped with alert, dark eyes and ears that are either cropped or pointing up. They have docked tails (usually) and straight limbs. Dobermans can come in black, black & tan, bluish gray, fawn, red and white. Overall, they have a courageous, determined and proud look.