Recap of last few days

Okay, so we did not get a deer on Saturday either. I passed up a small buck and could not get a shot at the 2 doe deer either. We had fun though.

We come back home and watched the Sex and the City movie, and then went over to the neighbors for some jungle juice. This was the first time in over 4 years that I have had vodka. Last time I drank vodka, it was the worst hangover - the only hangover that I have ever had. SICK as a dog ALL DAY! Anyway, jungle juice was really good.

Allen and I have been talking over a few things over the last few weeks. I don't know if all of the trying for a baby has just plain gotten to us or what, but we are really contemplating not having kids at all. We have agreed for now, if we get preggers from now, until we turn 35, it is great. We are not going to try for anything. We have been wanting kids for so long now, it is just time to focus on us. We do have a great marriage, and just want to enjoy each other. I am just sick of going in circles with no light in sight. Anyway, after we turn 35, if we still have no kids, we are getting fixed. I don't want to turn 40, and risk the chance of having a baby with mental and physical problems. And we really do not want to be 70 by the time they turn 18. It will just be a final measure to make sure our decision will be final. We would both like to have the means to have a child in our home, and I am sure after we turn 35, we will already have our retirement plans building. I just want to be prepared, having a college fund or just money saved for vacations as a family. We just do not want to spend thousands of dollars, and have a baby, but have no money to raise one. This whole decision is subject to change at any time I am sure. We just right this moment have things in life we want to do for ourselves.

Don't forget One Tree Hill is on tonight, once again!